Дата публикации: 27.02.2024

Attachment to a Girl: My Story

  • I am a teenager and I have developed feelings for a girl named Alina who is a couple of years older than me.
  • I find it difficult to believe that being in a relationship with her is possible, most likely due to my low self-esteem. I try not to dwell on it.
  • Alina is someone I really like, and I am head over heels in love with her. However, I struggle to understand her actions towards me. She flirts with me, bites me, scratches me, and so on.
  • Mistaking her behavior as a chance, I gather the courage to propose a relationship to her, but she declines.
  • Later, we are at her house with her cousin. She bites and scratches me again, but we grow closer and go to her room.
  • In her room, we lie down, joke around, and she continues to flirt with me. We cover ourselves with a blanket, and I end up sitting on top of her because we were fooling around.
  • I am lying down, and her face is so close to mine that I think it's a good opportunity to kiss her. I lean in and kiss her on the lips.
  • Then we move to another room, lie down again, and I give her a passionate kiss.
  • We joke about how I am not good at kissing, and honestly, it was my first French kiss.
  • Later, we go to the store to buy drinks, and when we return, she asks me not to tell anyone about our kissing. I am a straightforward person, so I ask her if she is ashamed of me. She says no.
  • Then someone named "Kotik" messages her, and it hurts me. I had planned to stay at her place, but my pride gets the better of me, and I leave to stay with my best friend, Alex.
  • I can't continue living like this. I want to forget about her and cool off my feelings towards her. This has happened before, where I would forget about her and not communicate for about a month. But then she would come back into my life and make me fall in love with her all over again. It feels like she intentionally tortures me.
  • I don't know what to do. I want to forget about her, but deep down, I want to be with her.

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